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life has been interesting lately.
the hospital was helpful, but in a different way than i expected. it was a mostly positive experience. Pretty much everyone was nice. Even the kid/guy (25?) with the violent tendencies who I found in my room staring at me on the last night, was nice. I don't know what his issue was, but i must admit i was a bit freaked out to wake up at 3AM with a sense that there was someone in my room, to see that i was right, there was, and my door was closed and he was just standing there staring at me, and i had to get out of bed, walk past him in the dark and go to get the nurses/staff to bring him back to his room.
When i opened my bedroom door to where i could feel safe, i first asked the kid to leave my room nicely, but he just stood there, so i went to get a staff to come get him, but i knew he didn't even know he was in my room, so i didn't make an issue out of it.
I met a bunch of really wonderful people. I watched Knocked Up and Shot at Love with Tila Taquila.
I cried, i checked in with some people, i got into a better schedule with sleep and food, and i was reassured that i indeed want to stay out of hospitals. i am getting too old for that shit.

I actually made some real friends recently. It took a check in with the hospital for me to be able to see that these people are for real. They trust me. They want to work with me, not against me. I know there is no way to know 100% for sure except to give things a chance, but i think things are good. i'm tired, but i'm inspired.


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Dec. 10th, 2007 05:18 am (UTC)
*hugs* glad to see it was a positive experience for you :-)
Dec. 10th, 2007 05:19 am (UTC)
*HUG* thank you. i appreciate that (:
Dec. 10th, 2007 06:55 am (UTC)
That is good news!
Dec. 10th, 2007 07:30 am (UTC)
thank you (:
Dec. 10th, 2007 11:55 am (UTC)

I am glad that things went well, and that you didn't have to stay long!
Dec. 11th, 2007 12:06 am (UTC)
thank you
Dec. 10th, 2007 05:27 pm (UTC)
*hugssss* Glad things went well for you! I missed ya!
Dec. 11th, 2007 12:08 am (UTC)
thank you.
oh my god. colour me badd's "i wanna sex u up" video is on. do you remember them?
Dec. 11th, 2007 12:17 am (UTC)
I dooooo! I love that song. And now I have it stuck in my head, thank you, lol.
Dec. 11th, 2007 12:29 am (UTC)
ha ha. well now they are playing "i like the way you kiss me when we're playing the kissing game"
vh1 soul is the shit. these songs were big when i was in middle school
Dec. 10th, 2007 09:58 pm (UTC)
That guy in the room would've freaked me out but I'm glad you were able to get him out. What did you think of Knocked Up? I thought it had some good moments but overall I didn't really enjoy it.
Dec. 11th, 2007 12:11 am (UTC)
yeah, i was a bit scared, particularly with my ptsd issues, but it was all right.
i saw knocked up once before, but was not allowed to laugh at it (due to my company for the movie finding it offensive).
i at least got a decent laugh out of it in the hospital, but it was not a great movie as far as movies go. i thought that "the 40 year old virgin" was a lot better.
Dec. 11th, 2007 12:55 pm (UTC)
So good to know your hospital visit went better this time, best of luck to you :)
Dec. 11th, 2007 05:00 pm (UTC)
thank you
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