i've had a livejournal account for over 10 years. it has witnessed a lot. i have switched user names a few times over the years, but yeah, lj and i have been through a hell of a lot together. i wouldn't know where to begin. i do know i've changed a lot. when i first started, i wrote a lot of "my life sucks, i can't do this anymore", kinds of posts. and over the years it has changed a lot into a more positive journal. i still talk about the ways in which my life is hard, but i think i have a lot more hope and self belief than i once did. and less drama. i suppose it would be interesting to go back and read them all. there was jymi, iamacliche, lonelylabrat, veralynne and i think one other, i can't recall. but all together, lj has captured the journaling of my adult life. and it will show that it took me a long time to grow up, but that i eventually did