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Songs About Mental Illness. Part 1

Because it is the 1 year anniversary of my nervous breakdown and has been almost a year since i have been in the psych ward. It is the longest i have gone without going into the hospital in many years.
I have Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, or C-PTSD. My first hospitalization was when i was 15 years old, in 1993. I have been hospitalized about 100 times, no exaggeration. The psych wards were like a second home to me. I used to feel safe there, but things changed and i feel safer not being there.
Over the years, going in and out of the hospitals, i have run into a lot of the same people who also went in and out of the psych ward. I know that at least 4 of the people i knew well have committed suicide. It is a painful way to live. I'm glad i am doing better, but i know i may fall again, so i have to always be prepared.
Peace. Enjoy these songs.

Metallica- Welcome Home (Sanitarium)

The Kinks- Acute Schizophrenia Paranoid Blues

Geto Boys- Mind Playing Tricks on Me

more under cut

Pink Floyd- Brain Damage

MF Doom- I Hear Voices

Elliot Smith- Memory Lane

Queen- I'm Going Slightly Mad

Joy Division- Disorder

Francis Farmer Will Have Her Revenge on Seattle- Nirvana

Eminem- Insane (from his new album Relapse)

Pixies- Where Is My Mind?

Ramones- Gimme Gimme Shock Treatment

Pearl Jam- Crazy Mary

James Taylor- Fire and Rain

Insane Clown Posse/Tech N9ne- Madhouse

Joan Osborne- Crazy Baby

Rolling Stones- 19th Nervous Breakdown

D12- American Psycho

Dead Kennedy's- Ill In the Head

Ozzy Osborne- Crazy Train

Matchbox 20- Unwell

Green Day- Basket Case

Nina Simone- Misunderstood

Cypress Hill- Insane in the Brain

Bob Dylan- Black Crow Blues

Koko Taylor & Willie Dixon- Insane Asylum

Nico- Janitor of Lunacy

Tupac- Ready 4 Whatever

Porter Waggoner- Rubber Room

Dio- Strange Highways


( 8 comments — Leave a comment )
May. 24th, 2009 09:59 pm (UTC)
The Cypress Hill is my favourite song about insanity... Every now and then, I need to crank it up :D
May. 25th, 2009 01:59 am (UTC)
the first time i was ever in the hospital, there was a kid across the hall from me who used to blast that song on his boom box. i have liked cypress hill ever since
May. 25th, 2009 12:37 am (UTC)
Ohhhh, I love that song "Crazy Mary" by Pearl Jam. Back in the 90s, that song came on the radio all the time, and I love that song. Thank you for bringing me back to my teenage years.

One of my favorite songs about mental illness is "How to Disappear Completely" by Radiohead.
May. 25th, 2009 02:01 am (UTC)
i will try to put the radiohead song on one of my next lists. this one is a series because i found a ton of songs. i love that song crazy mary too. i was just listening to it on the sweet relief tribute cd the other day with my friend.
May. 25th, 2009 03:53 am (UTC)
Victoria Williams must be a tough lady to deal with multiple sclerosis. Also, you just inspired me to listen to Eddie Vedder's beautiful song "Society."
May. 25th, 2009 05:25 am (UTC)
cool. i like eddie vedder
May. 25th, 2009 05:29 pm (UTC)
I had no idea that James Taylor wrote Fire & Rain about mental illness! Whoa! I understand about dealing with chronic illness. My physical issues are leading to annual trips to the ER. I felt safe in the first hospital, but not the second. And nobody cures me or gives me a better diagnosis than IBS. It actually has made me cranky enough to start taking psych meds (Lamictal) for the moods. I can't take anti-depressants (which actually treat IBS too) because of my family history of Bipolar. Being sick sucks, but at least we have our art!
May. 25th, 2009 09:36 pm (UTC)
sorry to hear you have been dealing with chronic illness. that sucks.
yeah, james taylor actually wrote fire and rain when he was at mclean hospital. he has been there many times. i heard he was there when i was there once actually, but he goes to the pavilion... the rich people's ward. mclean is where girl interrupted took place. sylvia plath and anne sexton were on the ward where girl interrupted took place. that is usually the ward i went to. it is coed now. it is a good ward. the last time i was at mclean they sent me to a hellhole though.
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