June 6th, 2008

warheads

BUSH AND BLAIR by Life



watch out for the pagans and the heathens
the babylonians and the demons
on addition to deceiving
the freemasons and the new world order, yo
bush and blair two leaders that don't care about humanity
that's why they starting wars everywhere
start with that bushbitch
i'll strangle and choke him, shoot him and smoke him
the only reason he's in power cos he cheated blatant in the voting
the whole thing was scandalous cos that bushbitch got away with it
and the rest of the world are gonna pay for it
causing more deaths and destruction, unrest and the poor more hunger
him and his puppet blair don't care to bumber, the little war mongers
supporting triple six numbers in their equations
spreading propaganda through the nation
bush and blair are really lucifer and satan
fuck the members of parliament, pentagon and white houses
prime ministers, presidents dealing with allegations
that have no evidence
they see with their ism skismvision claiming to wipe out terrorism
they're really terrified of muslims - trying to wipe out their religion
how come bin laden's not dead or in prison, i don't understand
two of the world's most powerful leaders can't even catch one man
now they're making the same excuses to attack saddam
but can you tell me what war really achieves
apart from innocent deaths, soldiers dying in a
that have no evidence
they see with their ism skismvision claiming to wipe out terrorism
they're really terrified of muslims - trying to wipe out their religion
how come bin laden's not dead or in prison, i don't understand
two of the world's most powerful leaders can't even catch one man
now they're making the same excuses to attack saddam
but can you tell me what war really achieves
apart from innocent deaths, soldiers dying in army fatigues
as young as sixteen
leaving people maimed and disabled
while these two wingless demonic angels
pull strings and cables while they drink and sit round tables
bush and blair two leaders that don't care about humanity
that's why they starting wars everywhere
blair's a puppet, a few leagues below fraggles and muppets
always trying to chuck it
but if bush got his dick out blair would suck it
can't wait til he kicks the bucket, but he's only gonna be replaced
by another little fuckwit, only interested in war and budgets
but what goes around comes around in this miscarriage of justice
maybe that's why blair's wife miscarried her child and she lost it
you might say that that's so cold that its frosted but i'll tell you something
what about the thousands of kids caught up in war dying for nothing
and somewhere in the world today, another child dies of starvation
while tony and cherie sip champagne planning their next campaign
blair's and mine is not the same aim, i don't understand him fully
the country's prime minister scared of a presidential bully
who says shit like 'if you're not with me you must be against me'
makes emotional speeches that are really shallow, hollow and empty
the hunger of these blood thirsty war mongers never ceases to amaze
it's getting deep in these days of politicians cheap little ways
petty breys who tell you bin laden and saddam hussein are crazed
why do you believe them little heathens just leading people astray
there's always secret documents cos the government's never open
now they wanna inspect iraqi missiles that they done know they sold to 'em



BUSH AND BLAIR
lyrics by Life
written by M P Smith and C T Knapper
produced by Nappa
from the 12inch "Bush and Blair"

another version of the song can be found at http://www.peace-not-war.org/music/index.php
on CD1 as well as other anti-war music on the page throughout
different realities

Truth, Lies and Pure Paranoia

are these thiongs i am writing true?
or are they my paranoid delusions?

maybe a combination of both...
however, when i repeat something that sounds paranoid over and over, it is truth. (in my opinion)

i am trying to trigger people.... not my friends and i'm sorry if i have triggered any of you.

Trigger is a McLean word. It is a scary word, TRIGGER, but they use it on the PTSD wards at McLean where it was invented. The people i know with PTSD hate the word trigger. They know it's a scary word and yet it is now a word used all over the world to describe a feeling that we get.

For those unfamiliar with the pschological version of the word, a TRIGGER is an event or something someone says, that scares a person because it reminds them of something that was traumatising to them in their past.

People with PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) have either witnessed or been a victim of a violent event. Since so many violen events involve guns in this world, TRIGGER is a perfect word to scare someone. Pull the trigger. pow pow.

I am not trying to scare my friends. I am however trying to scare the people who scared me my whole life, and although i COULD just be paranoid, i have good reason to suspect that m triggers have scared a lot of people who i was trying to scare, because it still FEELS like people are following me and staring at me and trying to scare me. The thing is, i'm not scared, so the more not scared i am, the more scared they will be. Thill either have to leave me alone or kill me. But if they kill me, their secrets are out and these posts on the internet will be discovered or looked back on. If i end up dead. Someone will figure it out...

Of course, i also have been fighting computer viruses that seemed to knock down all of my blogging sites. If these posts don't show up on the net, then i believe someone has hacked in to purposely try to have them not get seen.

Either way, as crazy as i MAY be, i am winning. The perpetrators are scared and they should be. Call me crazy--- i dont give a shit. That's their problem.

I believe thy are trying to trigger my family, friends and neighbors as well. Unfortnately, my family, friends and neighbors (for the most part) do not read my blog. i know that i have internet friends, although i do know that some of my supposed friends are spies. Until it is exposed as to who is who, i will stop assuming who is who, because assumptions like that only help their side.

So, peace from crazy Jymi... formerly known as Keri, who by the way thought he heard someone outside the apatment yell "GOODBYE KERI" in the window today.
My mother heard someone yell but did not hear what i heard, so now she thinks i am hearing things, but i heard it right after i wrote the entry about the gang rape... which no one commented on. Will anyone coment on this? If not i will have to have my computer looked at by professionals. My dad tried to help put a virus protection on here for me, but its still sick. Maybe the bad people are hoping i will think my dad is trying to hack me. Triggers have lead me to that kind of paranoia before, but for now, i am hoping to kep my parents in the dark as far as all my suspition of others goes, cuz the more i talk to them, the more crazy i sound.

Someone(s) needs to comment on this or else i am going to send my computer to the police. Just say hi. that'll be good enough.
My REAL friends need to comment though. Just send me a virtual hug or hello. Even if you think i am crazy. Otherwise i'll just have to believ that 1. i'm crazy or 2. i'm hacked

Am i crazy? I believe we are all a little crazy. But this is just life. Or is it?