July 8th, 2007

me with graffiti

MiX tApE

i made a mix tape last night....It has these songs...

SIDE A
1. Rehab - Amy Winehouse
2. Tits on the Radio- Scissor Sisters
3. Neighborhood Watch- Dilated Peoples
4. The Nurse Who Loved Me- A Perfect Circle
5. Mr. Dobbleina - Del the Funky Homosapian
6. Brain Damage- Pink Floyd
7. Upside Down Rotten- Pigeon John
8.Something Different- Katastrophe
9. I Am- Deep Dickcollective
10. Down to the River to Pray- Allison Krauss
11. Blazing Arrow- Blackalicios
12.Subterranian Homesick Blues- Bob Dylan
13. How Bad Do U Want It? - KRS-one

SIDE B
1. What's Going On- Marvin Gaye
2. Sexual Revolution- Roger Waters
3. The Food- Common and Kanye West
4. Clap Hands- Tom Waits
5. Fit But U Know It- The Streets
6. The Morning After- Faith No More
7. Start Choppin- Dinosaur Jr.
8. Beantown- Esoteric w John Cena and tha Tradermark
9. Assasination- Dead Prez
10. My Baby's Got Sauce- G Love and Special Sauce
11. Making Planets- Edan
12. Addiction- Kanye West
13. Stop- Pink Floyd

me with graffiti

(no subject)

they teach you that your dreams are unattainable, and you believe them, so you settle for mediocracy- or worse. Sometimes there are no oppertunities for people.

But most people give up oppertunities and challenges for security and safety. 

i've never felt secure i dont think. cuz i've never even felt safe for very long. that is the curse of PTSD, the mind spinning a million miles an hour in each possible direction, trying to figure out if there is safety in anything. will i ever not be afraid? as long as there are things to fear, i will most likely be afraid of something. So Be It.

But i'm looking forward to my adventure.. and learning whatever i learn. hopefully not too much the hard way. i think i've had enough of that, thank you. i am going to the movies tonight with my sister to see Knocked Up. i hear it is very funny. Its by the director of the 40 year old virgin which i thought sounded stupid until i saw it and laughed harder than ever in my life. so hopefully this will be lots of laughter too.

peace. i'm gonna shower and take a walk.