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Writer's Block: Less Than Idle Hands

Do you have any odd nervous habits?

yes. i twitch and grind my teeth. i try to work it into my movements but i always look like a freak. i never used to have this problem. i used to be able to pass as normal in society while feeling abnormal. i don't know how to communicate with people anymore.
i want to see my friends and family, but i find it very difficult. i'm so embarrassed by the way i was acting for however long it went on. Now i am feeling better, not the full on craziness that i went through thes past few months. i feel mostly calm, although a little lonely. i am thinking of doing a day program to try and get back into the swing of things. maybe being social every day at a day program will help me to stop my nervous twitches and teeth grinding. i hope so.

i am cutting down on smoking a little too. i have a bad caugh and i want to be well. i want to feel good physically and mentally. it is sometimes hard to maintain that cuz of that thing called life, but i want to do my best to live a good life, and right now i'm still struggling upward from a really low bottom. i think i can make it back though. and all the support helps.
thank you.


Aug. 8th, 2008 07:50 am (UTC)
i fiddle .. usually with a pen or a rubber band or whatever it is I can find near me .. or if I have paper and a pen .. I doodle
Aug. 8th, 2008 08:41 pm (UTC)
i've been doodling a little cuz i'm trying to do art in my spare time, but doodling helps.
i hate being so figity. do you mind it? i guess it's just life but iu wish i were not so anxious always.
how have you been lately?

Edited at 2008-08-08 11:26 pm (UTC)


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