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for once in a long time, i feel i have very little to post about.

i was supposed to see my psychiatrist today but cancelled because her ofice is right smack in the middle of where the celtics parade was going on, so i will see her next week.

i've been smoking way too much. (cloves) i wish i had no oral fixation issues, but what can you do?

i'm a little stressed still but glad to be out of the hospital.

i think i will try playing my video games today. i got he teenage mutant ninja turtles, tony hawk proving ground and final fantasy VII. i cant get past some part of the ninja turtles game and it is frustrating, but i havent done final fantasy yet.

i want to do some art too.
oh, and yesterday i got my oil changed and watched the first episode of season 4 of weeds. i fuckin love that show. i wish i had some weed right now, but what can you do? i think my weed smoking friends think i ratted on them when i called the police on myself last week, but, like i said, i called them for myself to get an ambulance to the hospital.

they are better off not being around me while i am going through this ptsd stuff anyway.
so that is it. i'm bored, but ok.



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Jun. 19th, 2008 08:34 pm (UTC)
*hugs* glad you're safe and feeling better, making it through.

ptsd is hard, i've been going thru that lately too.
Jun. 19th, 2008 11:27 pm (UTC)
i think everyone's ptsd has been bad lately. i tend to think its all connected, you know? i mean, maybe not, but it seems to be that way
i hope you feel better soon. peace
Jun. 19th, 2008 09:58 pm (UTC)
I changed my e-mail address to bakerlisa @ zoomshare.com Could you sent me an e-mail and test drive it because my old neighbot sent me a reply today and it just said "_inside_Brenda" and I think there could be a problem with it. Plus, I need to talk to you anyway.
Jun. 19th, 2008 11:28 pm (UTC)
i'll try. my email is fuct though
Jun. 20th, 2008 12:39 am (UTC)
k thanks
Jun. 20th, 2008 01:57 am (UTC)
you've been on my mind - good to see you post something
Jun. 20th, 2008 03:45 am (UTC)
thanks, i've been thinking of you too, and keeping you in my prayers.
i'm behind in my reading again, but i always think of you.
thanks for commenting. my computer is slow and my concentration on reading is bad, so i'm always glad when you write in here so i can catch up. how have you been?
peace- jymi
Jun. 20th, 2008 11:02 am (UTC)
Glad you're out of hospital, too.

Drop me an email - or a snail mail - if you just want to vent and get things off your chest about what you're going through or whatever...Just want to know how you're doing, and that you're doing alright *hugs*

And I hear you about that oral fixation...It can be pretty irritating.
Jun. 20th, 2008 04:10 pm (UTC)
thank you. and yeah. i hate having an oral fixation. and if i'm not smoking or eating, i'm grinding my teeth.

maybe i'll send you a snail mail. are you at the same address? that'll give me a project to do. i'm bored as shit.

what kinds of music do you like? or not like? i'll burn you a mix or two.
Jun. 21st, 2008 04:07 am (UTC)
Yeah, dude, same address.

I'm actually pretty open to music, as long as it's not Country/Western. God, makes me want to pull my teeth out.
Jun. 21st, 2008 04:55 am (UTC)
cool. well i already made you 3 mixes and its all couyntry western. j/k. i do like johnny cash and loretta lynn and some dolly parton, as well as old folk music like woody guthrie, but i didnt actually include any of them. it is country free. some folk though. i did you some good mixes. i made sure to listen to them first. took them on a drive. ha ha. it's part of my mix cd ritual. i unfortunately dont have a tape player in my car, but i make a mean mix tape too. i hate that i have to settle for approximately 21 songs on a cd. i can get 24 to 26 on a tape.... ooooh my nerd side is out
Jun. 21st, 2008 06:06 am (UTC)
Lol, you big nerd.

I actually don't mind Dolly Parton too much....
Jun. 21st, 2008 06:17 am (UTC)
Jun. 20th, 2008 11:14 am (UTC)
I'm glad you're out of hospital
Jun. 20th, 2008 04:11 pm (UTC)
thank you, me too.
i love mary louise parker. what movie or show is that from? i'm obsessed with her show weeds
Jun. 20th, 2008 07:49 pm (UTC)
Weeds, I didn't make the icon, but I'm pretty sure it is from Weeds.
Jun. 20th, 2008 09:26 pm (UTC)
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