?

Log in

No account? Create an account

Previous Entry | Next Entry

right here right now

the rain is coming down so loudly it sounds like someone is dancing in my living room.
i can feel a zit growing on my nose although i'm not sure if it will break through or die down. fortunately they usually never sprout. still, i feel it.
i washed my clothes today including my pajama pants so i do not currently smell like moldy cheese like most nights.
i'm so tired i cannot see clearly but i question whether sleep is best right now.
the cat lets out a crazy scream and skids across the floor whenever i get up to pee.
this is me.
right here right now.
peace

Comments

( 4 comments — Leave a comment )
den_lace
Mar. 1st, 2010 09:12 am (UTC)
I hope you washed your bed sheets as well, otherwise washing the pj pants is really a waste of time :p

djcliche
Mar. 1st, 2010 08:41 pm (UTC)
well, amusingly enough i just got bed sheets not too long ago. i went 3 years on a bare mattress. i tend to kick bed sheets off during the night and that annoyed me so much that i went without. but these sheets are relatively new. i suppose they could use a wash soon though. i am not very good at housekeeping. i suck at it really bad. i wish i had someone to help me. i actually qualify to have a person come to my home for free to help me because i seriously have like a handicap when it comes to getting housework done. it's one of the only areas still severely effected by my ADD and PTSD but the last few people i had either stole from me or just came over and lectured me or called me a crackhead (even though i've never done or even seen crack) or said i needed jesus cuz i was going to hell. etc. so i just deal with the mess instead of taking the "free" service that is supposed to help me.
den_lace
Mar. 2nd, 2010 06:18 am (UTC)
I know what you mean, men and women are so different in the housekeeping area!:) I think you are wise to not take the free service, just do what you can when you can and keep safe :)
djcliche
Mar. 2nd, 2010 08:07 am (UTC)
thanks. it's true gender has some effect on housekeeping to an extent although i think i am far worse at it than even most men. but since my transition it is not looked down on as much as before. weird how that is. but yeah, i am much safer and better off in so many ways not having those service people. there were a few who were cool but some of them did and said things that are in my opinion completely unacceptable. but that happens a lot with government appointed "helpers". my nana has them too and someone stole a few thousand dollars from her over the time she was in her care. it's really awful, but a lot, even most people who get those kind of jobs do so to take advantage of the elderly or disabled and that's just so disturbing to me
( 4 comments — Leave a comment )

Profile

me with graffiti
djcliche
djcliche

Latest Month

February 2012
S M T W T F S
   1234
567891011
12131415161718
19202122232425
26272829   

Tags

Page Summary

Powered by LiveJournal.com