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okay. so i think i am not going to go into the hospital over my sleep issues. i really didn't want to anyway, but a couple people had told me i should. now that some of my good friends have told me you think i should not go in, i wonder what was the motive behind the people telling me i should... but either way, i'm glad i talked about it and got some good feedback.

i am doing a lot of hard work, and i recently remembered some old memories which helped to piece together some stuff which was not making sense... but what i remembered... god i wish it wasn't true. it is something no one would ever want to remember... i guess that is how a lot of my trauma is, but this thing is bigger in many ways than anything else i remembered, because it's something i did, and not something done to me. but i'm trying to remember to tell myself that i never would have done it if i weren't already traumatized... but i still wish i hadn't.

i am going to work on getting my sleep back on track without hospitalizations and i will call my friend when i am ready. i just don't know when that will be or if it will be too late.

thank you everyone for the help. peace

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den_lace
Aug. 28th, 2009 01:28 pm (UTC)
I have just read both posts and the dillema you found yourself in and the way you have decided to handle it. I think it is a wonderful choice you have made, a towards the future choice not a go back on the merry go round choice. Go you, I'm with you ALL the way, I know it will not be easy ..*hugs*
djcliche
Aug. 28th, 2009 10:50 pm (UTC)
thank you *hug*
ely_m
Aug. 28th, 2009 11:59 pm (UTC)
sometimes masturbating help me to sleep ;)
might should try it and see if it helps you.
djcliche
Aug. 29th, 2009 12:17 am (UTC)
thanks
daylight_broke
Aug. 30th, 2009 05:18 am (UTC)
How's your sleeping since you last made this post?
djcliche
Aug. 30th, 2009 09:10 pm (UTC)
it's been similar, as i haven't quite figured out a reason to get up, but i think i might have one now, so it may change soon
feanix
Aug. 30th, 2009 08:26 am (UTC)
*cuddles*
djcliche
Aug. 30th, 2009 09:10 pm (UTC)
thanks *hug*
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