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socializing takes practice. i am getting better. i still fail about 75% of my attempts, but i keep trying. i am also still working on healing my wounded soul. my soul is much stronger now, maybe more than ever in my life, but life is still a major challenge. i was very ill. i have worked hard all year on rehabilitating myself so that some day i might function like a "normal" human being. i have a long way to go, but i have come very far.

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skylinewars
Jul. 27th, 2009 04:46 am (UTC)
i'm seriously happy for you, dude. healing isn't easy.
djcliche
Jul. 27th, 2009 06:16 am (UTC)
thank you (:
daylight_broke
Jul. 27th, 2009 05:17 am (UTC)
There's no such thing as a "normal" human being. We all struggle with ourselves and try hard to work out the kinks within ourselves. But I'm proud you're taking steps to loving yourself and doing things to heal yourself. You owe it to yourself.
djcliche
Jul. 27th, 2009 06:19 am (UTC)
i just mean normal, as in, i would be able to function and not be so obviously mentally ill. like, so when people talk to me, i don't frighten them all off, as i still tend to do in real life.
but thank you. i am doing my best.
den_lace
Jul. 27th, 2009 07:20 am (UTC)
and your progress over all this time is very inspiring, you have come so far .. you make my heart sing when I read these posts :)
djcliche
Jul. 27th, 2009 10:03 pm (UTC)
thank you *hug* that means a lot to me (:
ayoub
Jul. 27th, 2009 12:06 pm (UTC)
I agree... It does take practice!

You do well online :)
djcliche
Jul. 27th, 2009 10:08 pm (UTC)
thank you. it is a lot easier online for me, because most of the problems i have with socializing have to do with physical ticks and making the wrong faces and expressions at the wrong moments. it's like there is something inside me that causes me to twitch at moments that will cause people to think i am being insensitive or paranoid or perverted or whatever. i do not mean to do it, and i can tell how i am being perceived as it happens and there is no way for me to explain the situation without complicating it. so anyway, the fact that my facial expressions are not visible online helps me to stay calm, because i know people aren't misreading me.
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